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[lingeringwill]

Terra Mason


It's Terra. You can leave me a message. Actually, maybe you should just pop in and say hi, because I don't really check my messages that often. Oops. Sorry.

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backdated to may 17th; shortly after their phone conversation

[complementing]

hey...I'm sorry for @ing you in my post

I didn't mean to bring up bad memories

[lingeringwill]

its fine

i should learn to stop running from my problems anyway

i just

felt like too much of a piece of shit to actually talk to him again

[complementing]

it's okay it happens people leave and decide to stop staying in touch and it's heartbreaking but if you're here now, wanting to make amends, then you can make up for what happened before getting a message out of the blue, even if it's late, is better than nothing so I'd say you're well on your way to patching things up between the two of you

[lingeringwill]

people used to pick on him when we were kids

i stopped letting that happen

i would stand up to bullies and pricks who thought it was okay to pick on kids and make fun of kids

one day, i just stopped
i got too involved in my own problems and threw all of my friends to the wolves
abandoned them
because it was too painful for me

ive been telling you this for the past yeah and a half, minako
im a shitty guy

talking to him makes me feel like such garbage, minako
and i know its selfish NOT to talk to him

just
ugh

[complementing]

and I'VE been telling you that you're a good person, and that you've been doing amazing work at ReVA, making a difference in people's lives and changing things for the better so what if you were a shitty guy before everyone has something that they don't like about themselves but you need to try and forgive yourself a little, Terra if you keep berating yourself at every corner, if you're going to let that weight shadow you the whole time you're getting to know Prompto again, you're going to wear yourself thin and you'll be a ghost of your former self it doesn't have to be right this instant something that painful might never leave you but try and use it as a reminder that you can be someone beyond the guilt and pain instead of letting it consume you I've already seen that version of you time and time again, so I know it's possible

[lingeringwill]

you give good advice

maybe i need to worry about making things right

instead of worrying about making things worse

prompto isn't the only one i need to apologize to

[there's someone specific he's thinking of, but dares not say]

[complementing]

I'm not going to delude myself into think that a series of texts is going to make everything better, but if it helped you even a little bit then I'm glad

but that's exactly it, yes. Half-full, not half-empty. Partly sunny, not partly cloudy

that kind of thinking is what gets me through the day so...I hope it works for you too

and take your time, okay?

the resolve is hard to build up...so do it at your own pace

[lingeringwill]

you're the toughest girl i know, you know that?

the toughest PERSON i know, in fact

one day

im going to need your help with something very, very important

and i know you'll be there for me

so thats pretty cool

[complementing]

of course

anytime you need me

and thank you

that's a compliment, coming from one of the toughest guys I've ever known